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me having sex with a toy

The other day something happened to me that I was incredibly embarrassed about. I had been having a really tough day where I was feeling really down and unable to get myself out of the dumps. I was feeling really lonely and isolated, so I decided to try something new. I had heard about these sex toys that people use, and I figured I’d give it a shot and see if it would help.

I ordered a discreetly packaged sex toy online and when it arrived, I was both nervous and excited. I took the toy out of the box and suddenly felt an overwhelming surge of energy. I sat on my bedroom floor and, well, got to work. I felt a bit strange engaging in activities like this, but it actually felt pretty good.

At first, I had no idea what I was doing and no idea where to start, so I kind of just moved around the toy in circles. I lost track of time, entering a kind of trance. I felt almost like I was in a dream state. I could feel my breathing become more and more intense and my body started to tingle. Then I started to feel something new, something I had never felt before. It was almost like an out of body experience, like I was a different person.

After a while, I started to feel this intense sensation of pleasure wash over me. I felt like I was floating and everything else in the world didn’t matter. It was just me and my toy. I felt so relaxed and content. I started to moan and gasp out loud, and my heart was pounding in my chest. The pleasure was becoming almost too much and then suddenly, I was done. I just lay there in a kind of daze for a few moments.

I felt this weird mix of emotions afterwards. On the one hand, I felt ashamed and embarrassed for having done something like this. But I also felt kind of powerful, like I had stepped outside of myself and taken control of my own pleasure. In the end, I think that made me feel good.

As I continued to explore my relationship with the toy, something became clear. It didn’t really matter if I was “doing it right” or not. What mattered was how I felt. The key was to let go and trust my emotions. Every time I was alone with the toy, I tried to disconnect from reality, zone out, and be in the moment. I was trying to get to the point where I felt completely relaxed and at ease.

It was interesting to me, how my body reacted. It was like it had an intelligence of its own. I could move it around and the pleasure seemed to just flow over me. I realized that there was really no “right” or “wrong” when it came to my toy. I could explore my own body and pleasure at my own pace, in whatever way made me feel good.

The toy became something of a teacher to me. Each time I used it, I learned a bit more about how my body worked and felt pleasure. Instead of the embarrassment that I first felt, I eventually embraced the oddness of what I was doing. It was kind of like an adventure, in a way. And while it felt a bit strange at first, it soon became something that I looked forward to.

Whenever I felt stressed out or overwhelmed, sex dolls I found myself gravitating back to my toy. It was like a safe haven, something that I could depend on for comfort and pleasure. I don’t think I’d ever go back to not using a toy. It has changed my world in so many ways. Not only can I now feel pleasure on my own terms, but I have also grown to appreciate my body and all its wonderful capabilities.